Today, I didn't sleep at all, I stood up all night thinking about what are my true feelings, what is it about I want to do with my life, with my day to day life.
I started thinking about how I started to have feelings for the person I think I'm in love of... and you know what? I just thought about how love sometimes can be eternal... but that doesn't mean that, that love is the love you felt before, sometimes when something breaks, you still have affection, respect and good memories that make you still believe in that love that has made you be attached to that person. Not always there are good endings, sometimes there are ends that need to be hasty, because love is not the love everyone thinks it is, sometimes love can be addicted, either in a good or a bad way, and that can either hurt you or make you a better person.
This doesn't mean, that whatever you have passed with the person you have been with is not real or even true, because when you are in love, you become crazy. Being in love, is what everyone says "I'm crazy about you". Being crazy for someone, for someones look, smile, laugh...
